Bagelfish – A Weblog

Turns out I can merge my blog with Facebook notes.

Nice.

Not that I’ve actually been writing here for a while… Might start again, especially now it’s Easter and I’m not going out and doing anything, being generally unsocial as per usual, oh and also because I have to be revising for exams once again.

Any reason not to revise is a good reason! Well…. maybe not ANY reason, for example rape is a bad reason not to revise… I mean sure, it’s probably better than revision (now I’m starting to sound creepy) but it’s also a criminal offence. Also rape would involve me going outside of the house and having contact with other people, horrific though it may be. So no, not any reason to not revise is good… but quite a few.

Blogging for example. Writing a blog that nobody (well… a few people) reads. I say a few people because I keep getting hits apparently. Hmm… It’s likely to be unfortunate Googlers who, when searching certain keywords, hit on the blog, perhaps take a quick look but probably don’t actually bother with it. I’d be very surprised if anybody actually read these. Which begs the question… why write them?

And here we come full circle back to not revising. It is technically full circle… but the circle wasn’t actually as great in metaphorical circumference as implied.

Anyway, it’s nearly quarter past midnight and I should probably get some sleep. Lots of blogging film watching gaming nothing time spent on Facebook not actually doing anything revision to do tomorrow… Though having said that, I often end up doing very little, watching a film, doing a bit more and then giving up completely for the day. Then I notice my folder of work and it strikes me, I actually have important exams next month! I have to revise or I’ll do badly and not get anywhere in life and be miserable and alone… even moreso than right now!!!

These thoughts soon pass as a sense of procrastination fills me with false hope. Though to be fair, I do need to revise (you can stop reading now if you want, I’m basically just thinking out loud… through typing) because there’s just so much to remember, especially for maths. I know I’m fairly good at maths, but there is just literally sooooooo much on this course!! And economics… oh god! Shearing gave us that sheet with possible 18 markers on… there are 21 of them, and that’s only for one unit! I’m definitley dropping economics next year, I don’t want that burden next summer, especially since everything else is already gonna be several times harder.

Chemistry… ugh, have to power through, stay strong! Dislike it immensly, quite crap at it… need it for any science degree at uni. Favourable to physics though I guess. I just want to revise biology all the time (not in a loserific way, like a hobby or something… I mean as opposed to all my other crappy subjects). Uni is gonna be great, just full on biology stuff… stupid biochemistry courses, why are there so many?! Doesn’t matter, I wont go on one of those anyway… human biology, anatomy, that’s the way to go!

I’m gonna leave it on this happy thought and with this fairly relaxing song I’m listening to for the first time.

Song: ‘Counting Crows – Perfect Blue Buildings’